Ok...so today I started working out with my new trainer, David. My whole body hurts already! Anyways, last night I was looking at my pictures and I found this picture of Sammy and I from two summers ago. My face was so thin and my hair had some actual length to it. I think I looked pretty hot in this picture. But I remember, at the time, thinking how over weight I was. Now 2 years later I am 30 pounds heavier and my face is no longer thin and my hair is beginning to have a little lenth to it. Why is it that when things are good we think there not? I should have been really happy to be the size that I was but i was constantly conscious about my weight. Well today I could have cried when I stepped on the scales and seen the number. To get to my goal weight I will have to lose 150 pounds! HOLY CRAP thats a lotta weight. That's a whole nother person! Well, i'm just going to have to suck it up and start the process of weight loss. I feel like I have taken the first step, now I just have to figure out a good eating plan. I am not going to do like I normally do and ban things from my life. I am simply going to eat less of it! So, as 2010 progresses I hope you will follow me through my beading and weight loss journey.
PS. I am already working on the next try-it-tuesday. Hopefully I will have pics to post tomorrow or Saturday.